confessions of a single co-ed

(you don't have to read this if you don't want to. really you don't)

RECENT QUESTIONS ABOUT "THE GAME" THAT I'VE PONDERED

1 how come i purposefully avoid the same person i previously would have done anything to see?
2 can i send you a christmas card? or is that weird? how about a wedding announcement? even more tacky?
3 is awkward a choice? cause sometimes i just cant help it.
4 it's been years. so why when i hear a random stranger in passing say your name do i get worked up?
5 how often can i browse your facebook page and not be creepy? cause thats a normal thing for people.
6 how do you build courage?


ANYONE HAVE ANY GOOD ANSWERS?

rip

when you serve a mission you are asked to sacrifice much.

when you get home from your mission you realized you sacrificed much.

well looks like i was supposed to sacrifice anything and everything viral. i lost authorization to my gmail which ended up in the loss of my facebook, pictures, blogs, journals, school work, portfolio, contacts, music playlists, youtube videos, google docs, life calendar, and i keep finding more as time passes.

and while the tears and anger phase is [mostly] over, here's to a clean slate.

this is a new beginning and me moving forward.